Well, this is going to be a rough time around.
The fact is that we've had a lot of complications before now and no matter how this goes, we'll have the shadow of that hanging over us in a bad way. That will make it hard to be all positive vibes and good dreams. Yes, I hope it goes well, but there's also a lot of trepidation, and there's really nothing to be done about it.
People keep saying, "Think positive," and "I'll all be fine, you just have to stop stressing out," and most of that is crap. My stress level and positive thinking won't really help if things go poorly. I thought positively last time, too. And it's not as if I'm sitting in the corner secretly hoping for bad news. But saying that you should just not think about it is sort of a waste of time and energy. It's not going to happen.
Have you ever gone up to speak before a large crowd and told yourself, "it'll be fine, don't be nervous!" Did your nerves magically vanish? of course not. Maybe they got a little lesser, but probably they stayed about the same till you were right in there in the mix. That's how nerves work.
It doesn't help that the Magpie is on progesterone which has a few side effects. It makes the boobs bigger (heyo) but the most pronounced side effects are things like nausea and constipation. Great. Thanks, progesterone. This has better work, or me and progesterone are going to have a little chat outside.
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